zheny

holy shit how long has it been?

2008-07-17T04:16:00.006+08:00

Fu-reakin hell aha

Life's been one word.

A-S-S-I-G-N-M-E-N-T-S

yeah! that's wat's going on in my life right now.
well sucks to be me i tell u.

almost everything's been going wrong in my life.
i still miss those days. do people take one another for granted?

especially when they've known the other for long.
like.
ur best friend.

ring a bell?

haha laugh then.

oh or better still.

ur GIRLFRIEND.

-.- ' yea well it's time to do sumthing about it.
don't be stubborn la u guys. it doesn't pay. seriously.

relationships are hard to balance.
very.

but

i appreciate her.

she's all i ever wanted.

hope we last.

wroking life

2007-10-02T02:56:00.000+08:00

yaw all.

i'm back.

i've been working for 2 days as a Banquet Assistant.

cool eh? NOT.

sweet pay bitter work.

all the attitudes i've to put up with and the standing straight for 6-7 hours is

s.h.i.t

not to mention the physical and technical requirements.

and the grooming standards.

since i can't vent my anger on my supervisor. or anyone else. or God.

i decided it's good to vent it here.

thx blogger.(ur the best)

but i'm always able to find comfort from my heavenly papa.

life's good.

God's good.

i'm good.

no, wait

should be

God's good.

everything will be ok.

don't everyone want to hear that?

i miss service. i wanna rock

favsong

2007-09-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

i find that my passion for piano has some how faded for a very long time without realising it.

i shall find back that love again.

i love music.

to me, music is a very beautiful thing that God has created.
and falling in love with God's creation is jus too easy.

for now, my fav song is 'Eyes On Me' by Faye Wong.

this a very old song from final fantasy 8, but then, old songs haf beautiful lyrics and melodies.

one of my aspirations now is to be a great singer.

maybe i can maybe i can't but either way, it's going to be hard.

i often think i can't do it but my CG peeps are very encouraging, and thank God for them.
but sumtimes it's just unexpectable.

it's easy to c myself as a sort of a 'jack of all trades, master of none' u know wat i mean?
maybe i haf the potential, but the potential has it's limit.

feeling uneasy

2007-09-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

aye all.

i changed my fone today
my old phone was the super common walkman slide phone.

if ur on the bus probably those listening to music is carrying either a nano or my phone.

my new fone isn't that new anyway.

dopods300. i kinda like it.

went for cell group at serangoon today.

in the midst of it i learnt more about prayers.

i think all of us should enjoy praying to God, who always enjoys listening to us.
it takes more than faith to be a real commited christian

i have been walking the broadway far too long.

it's time i switched.

o wake up.

apart from my spiritual life,
there's sumthing that i haf to achieve. n to achieve that will take a miracle.

but then again, nothing's too hard for God.

i'm a happy person.

how about u?

new blog

2007-09-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

This blog is revived again.

all u people who so eagerly awaited the revival of my blog,
IT IS HERE, IT HAS COME ARH.

read and be enlightened!

lol lame start.

ok anyway, as i said earlier, i'm blogging again as the holidays are so boring.

too long never blog i suddenly lost my mood to say anything. lol

the blog's still under renovation, and any comments or critics are welcomed.

so how many of u have already started working? i can't find a job.
piano exams are coming next week. i think i can barely scrape through.

GPA: 2.231
sucks rite.
but thank God.

i tot i was gonna fail XD

finally

2007-06-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

so i've decided to stop blogging till who knows

sorry guys. just wanna concentrate on poly business now

look out!